I Didn’t Know I Had a Choice
A destructive subconscious belief shaped how I saw myself, my relationships, and the world around me.
I carried this belief through decades of depression, difficult relationships, loss, and pain. By my mid-fifties, I had reached the end of my capacity to suffer, but I didn't know how to stop the pain or find a way forward. And then I was shown a philosophy that shone a light in the darkness.
My badminton coach introduced me to the work of Choose Again.
This new way of thinking showed me that I had the power to stop my suffering by choosing a different way to live. I could take responsibility for my own thoughts and feelings. I could learn to see the difference between my ego and my authentic Self. I could learn how to release a negative core belief and choose, instead, to believe that I am something more.
That changed everything.
I could choose to change my mind.
And, perhaps most importantly, I could accept a fundamental part of the Choose Again philosophy - that who we are in essence is an embodiment of Divine Love.
Over the course of three extraordinary days, the choices I made led to a profound shift in consciousness. The depression, fear, resentment and sense of separation that had defined so much of my life suddenly fell away. What remained was something I had almost completely forgotten: Love. And with Love came a sense of peace I had never known.
Why I wrote Lightworker
I didn't set out to write a book about spirituality.
I wrote because I learned something that I desperately wish I’d known decades earlier. If my coach had not introduced me to this philosophy, I wouldn’t be here today… which is why I felt compelled to share my journey with you. Everyone deserves to know that there is a way to stop suffering and choose a more peaceful way to live.
What happened during those three days?
That is the story I tell in Lightworker.
It is a deeply personal account of the series of thought processes, perspective shifts, and choices that led to a profound and permanent shift in consciousness, a reconnection with Source Energy and a remembrance of my soul. From despair to enlightenment in three days. Yes, it was too fast. Yes, there was fallout. But I wouldn’t change any of it. Everything happened exactly as it should so I could live the rest of my life in peace and share this story with you.
Where to begin
If you are new here, I encourage you to start with the book. Spirituality can sometimes feel needlessly complex, so I intentionally kept the text clean and concise. Whether you are taking your very first steps or have walked this path for years, the book is here to guide you gently through an awakening process.
A firsthand account of what happened before, during and after the three-day shift, and the choices that made it possible.
📝 Read “Who Am I? The Question That Changed My Life”
Discover how I freed myself from a lifetime of pain and suffering.
📝 Read “A Practical Path to Peace”
Learn how Love is the key to peace.
Life since the Shift - reflections on personal transformation and self-healing.
One last thing
Lightworker outlines grounded, practical steps to bring more peace and joy into your life, no matter your circumstances. This book is meant for everyone. If you are here because you're hurting, feeling lost and alone, or wondering why life is so hard…fear not. There is hope.
You have the power to choose your destiny.
Inner peace is possible, and it changes everything.
Denise 🩵